Mekong River with Long Flowing Water

But obviously, the truth is not as simple as I thought before. Maybe, I am not so determined to get rid of him; maybe, I don't want to get rid of him at all. Admit it, Cassandra, after what you've been through, how can you still be so stupid as to yearn for and yearn for a life that is ordinary and worthless? Don't deceive yourself anymore. You know that deep down in your heart, you have always liked the unknown and explored. You want to discover and awaken the giant beasts under the deep sea, understand the strange echoes full of magic in the dark wilderness, know what no one knows, and live in the moment... I, Cassandra Leighton, accept my fate completely at this moment, no longer trying to escape or resist.