Looking for a Dead End

Ding Bufan, the star of destiny who traveled from Planet Aquamarine, has had a great ideal since he was a child, that is, to return to the original world. The way to go back is very simple, that is to let him die in this world, so he tried his best to find a way to die, but he did not expect to be stabbed in the back by the system he trusted, basically cutting off the possibility of suicide, but he never gave up, let's see how he happily seeks death! ! ! (PS: A group without anyone 789589361)