How Can I Say That I Have No Lovesickness?

He met her when he was young, and because of an accident, he had a life-saving grace for her. Then as he grew older, he became the king of a country, and she was a girl who stayed in her boudoir. They had the same goals and the same thoughts, but they were far apart because of her grudge. Finally, she finally broke through her inner grudge and came together with him, but due to an accident, the two parted ways. Ten years of lovesickness, although it is revealed, has been engraved deep in the bone marrow. Qinglan, how can you say that I have never been lovesick?