You Are the Light of My Life

When I was 17 years old, you and I were on the red list, and we were close friends; when I was 18 years old, you were my guiding light and my heart to heart; and from then on, you were my life for the rest of my life, forever and ever. You are the most antagonistic contradiction I have ever encountered in my life. From then on, you are always present and everywhere.