Feathers Bathing in the Forest

I have been secretly in love with him for so many years, and I don't know whether it's love or obsession. When I thought that this love would be buried deep in my heart and would not be revealed, I accidentally told him. While I was feeling anxious, I watched him follow me thousands of miles away. I thought I would live happily ever after, but I didn't expect that time and distance would ultimately defeat me. If I had known what would happen today, it would be better to bury it deeply in my heart and keep a trace of the beauty of that day.