It is said that looking up at the Ferris wheel means looking up at happiness. As high as happiness is, so is the Ferris wheel. I stood quietly under the Ferris wheel and looked up. Why don't I feel happy/On the contrary, my heart aches so much. I always like to read novels and alternative youth stories alone. When Although there are good endings, there are also endings that make me very heartbroken. I don't like those sad alternative youths, but - every time I can't help but turn on the computer and search. I don't know if my heart is not used to being happy anymore. Every time I listen to Zheng Yuan's songs, I want to calm down the sadness for no reason in my heart.