I have my own persistence and adhere to my own principles, but on the other hand, I very much long to be at ease with the situation, wandering in my world without worries, without worries, without the nostalgia of my lover, without trivial worries, and live quietly alone... But that is just an unrealistic dream. I can't do it and can't do it. I have my principles and have The dream that is waiting for me to come true, I can only reshape my character and let it sublimate from the most primitive peace. Therefore, if things go bad, a new situation will appear in the end. Since I want to completely break it, let it collapse and be destroyed at the bottom of the abyss, and then let it come back to the world and become the most perfect pattern. The premise is that - you will not drown in this "process"...