When I decided to write down this text, it was 1:17 in the morning on the day of BEYOND's concert. I heard it said on the radio that "young boys like to treat the people they like with a different attitude from ordinary people." I wonder, did they all choose to use "malice" to express their love? We were really young at that time. I made no secret that I wanted to be close to him from the beginning. In the third year of junior high school, we became best friends. It's not until today that I fully understand why he would "provoke" me during every class break, making me angry, laughing, or chasing him all over the classroom. I was too childish and naive at that time. At first I even thought it was just a joke between classmates. "I don't know the true face of Mount Lu, just because I am in this mountain." If I were a bystander, I might be able to discover that the relationship between us is not as simple as friendship. Later, as time went on and the frequency increased, I began to feel that he was going a little too far. Because facing the high school entrance examination, I thought it was such an important thing. So I asked him to "break off the relationship" for the first time without knowing the importance of it. He didn't give me any verbal response, but told me with his actions: He had withdrawn from my life circle.