Legend has it that looking up at the Ferris wheel means looking up at happiness. As high as happiness is, so is the Ferris wheel. I stood quietly under the Ferris wheel and looked up. Why don't I feel happy? On the contrary, my heart aches so much. I always like to read novels quietly by myself, watching those alternative youth stories. Of course, there are good endings, but there are also endings that make me very heartbroken.