Ten years of living together, ten years of love, all I get in exchange is the pain of my soul and body. Your torture to me is invisible, and your harm to me is invisible. I would rather you stab me with a knife to get this kind of pain more directly. This kind of pain can only be experienced by loving deeply. The moment a cigarette falls in love with a match, you are destined to be hurt! "Mom, I want daddy! I want daddy..." I have forgotten how many times my daughter has cried like this and asked me for her daddy. I held my daughter tightly in my arms, and my heart felt like a knife: "Li Li, be good, don't cry, daddy went to a place far, far away, and it will take a long time for him to come back."