No one is loved, no matter you are a genius or a wise man. Everyone likes you, but it's the one you love who doesn't care about you. You care about him/her silently, or bully him/her to get his/her attention, but the person you love is either slow and unaware or pretends not to know. You can't understand why he/she doesn't like you or even have a little favorable impression of you. You may even feel that that person appears just to undermine your self-confidence. As you trudged in the quagmire of self-denial, you also childishly analyzed everything about whether you were worthy of being liked by others.