Because of heartbreak, self-pity, and helplessness, my sea of tears has dried up, my heart has dried up, and my shadow has become haggard... The hurt, pain, cold, astringency, confusion, sleepiness, resentment, and idleness in recent days have made me breathless. I sob, my heart is like a knife, and my whole body and mind are quietly suffocating, as if trying to gradually devour me... I dare not think about that bolt from the blue, and dare not talk about the heartbreaking reality! I wish that misfortunes are all in dreams as usual: tears are in dreams, injuries are in dreams, but...
