Continuing the Fate of the Previous Life and Bearing the Fruit of This Life

I have chased you for several lifetimes just to grow old in love with you. But you fell in love with me and then forgot about me. It doesn't matter. I'm willing to fly into a flame and make you fall in love with me again. Just, what's going on? Are there so many gods preventing us from reconnecting? Wait, didn't we agree that if we give up the divine book, we can stay together for the rest of our lives?