Great Author, the Villain Is Truly Stunning

Gu Yu never thought that the pen in his hand would turn into a sharp blade, slashing towards the softest part of the innocent boy's heart. She never knew that a young man who had not gone through hardships could be so pure and kind. However, such a young man was ruined by her. She gave the young man a happy and happy family, just so that he could watch his close relatives being tortured to death; she gave the young man a one-in-a-million talent, just so that he would be ostracized and jealous by his closest friends; she gave the young man unparalleled beauty, just so that he could endure the perverted and coveted eyes again and again; she gave the young man fear, pain, wandering around, and nothing to rely on. Everything was just to transform that innocent and soft boy into a cruel and ruthless Rakshasa faster. And the reason why she did this was just... That boy was the biggest villain in the novel she wrote. Gu Yu regretted, she regretted letting this innocent young man bear these things that he should not have to bear. She came to this world without any golden fingers, but because it was a world she created, she knew where the most powerful magic weapon was, where the most powerful beast was, where the most invincible techniques were... These were originally prepared by her for the male protagonist, but now, she personally gave them to the young man. —— There is a sentence in the introduction from "A Woman of Time": Don't let me be surprised, don't let me suffer, don't let me wander around, don't let me have no branches to rely on. Sweet pet and warm text, definitely no longer a scumbag.