I Don't Want to Miss You

When will I be free? It wasn't until I lost you that I discovered that I had always been free. The only thing that can move me is interests. Every step is calculated. Only you have deviated from my trajectory. If you catch me, don't let me go; If you fall in love with me, don't abandon me; If you forget me, don't think of me; If you lose me, please remember to take care of yourself; If I could start from scratch, I wouldn't want to miss you again.