Lover, Relative, Old Friend

In the past, when we looked at each other from a distance, there was a burning light in our eyes, the kind of madness that wanted to rub each other into our hearts. But I don't know when we changed. We once loved each other, but now we are hugging each other in our arms, but we feel very lonely and peaceful. You said that life is flat and you feel that it is meaningless. I asked what should you do? You shook your head and said you didn't know, but I already knew in my heart that you had your own ideas. It's just... I haven't thought about telling me yet.