Hi, Is This You?

We are always "searching" in these long years, looking for the direction of life; looking for ways to realize self-worth; looking for inner stability; looking for the truly right person. After searching and searching, the person passing by is the wrong person. Is that the helplessness of not getting what you want? Do you hear that sigh in your heart? It's really heavy. It's like a huge boulder falling from the sky and slamming into the deep sea. The waves it stirred up eventually calmed down, but the bits and pieces of memories that were plunged into the deepest part could not be fished out no matter how hard they tried to be fished out. They were thrown away.