Black Lotus and Her Knights

Is there such a person in this world that you want to have but can't? Whenever you think of him or her, the corners of your mouth can't help but turn up. No matter how time passes, no matter how we change, we will never forget every expression and movement of that person. Just because I regarded you as the most trusted person at that time I met you when I was young, fell in love with you, got you, lost you Once we set foot on that forked road, it was like walking into a foggy situation, losing the direction of our reunion. [I want to give readers a different heroine. She is smart and beautiful but has flaws: she can take things up and let them go. When she loves you, she can give everything, even her own life, without hesitation. But once she puts you down, even nine cows can't pull you back: she can be so good that you feel like she is the incarnation of the Virgin, and she can also make people grit their teeth when she is bad. I would like to dedicate this book to myself when I was eighteen and the boy I couldn't have. May we live up to our acquaintance and be happy for the rest of our lives]