You Are My Original Intention Is Difficult to Understand

@@Pampering and abuse are moderate. The female protagonist will not drop out of school or have an abortion, but the male protagonist will occasionally turn black in the middle period@@ She was betrayed by family love and used self-mutilation in exchange for freedom. She just wanted to escape far away, but she fell into the gentle trap of the school sweetheart. He finally waited until she appeared in front of him, and took great pains to keep her around him, asking her no questions as a daily routine. He said: "Next time you have questions about the meaning of life, come to me directly and I will make you reluctant to die."