Overlooking Yansha

With all his spiritual roots and legs damaged, he was exiled in the wilderness for ten full years. He didn't know how many ten years there were in his life, but ten years of wilderness felt like a lifetime. Ten years later, he reappeared on the mainland, hiding deep sadness under the disguise of tranquility and indifference. He doesn't want to fight or win, he just wants an answer. But when the answer was revealed, he wished that everything could happen again, that he would be trapped in the wilderness forever and be happy until death... (A story about a woman disguised as a man may not have a male protagonist, hehe, I hope you all like it)