The Second Killer in the World

I am a killer, the second best killer in the world. As long as I am alive, I will be the second killer in the world. I had no intention of being in the world, but things in the world have changed too much. The distance between me and him was just the distance between him and him twisting a few beads. I know that when I stand in front of him, I will fall hopelessly in love with him, with tears and smiles. Flowers bloom and fall, day and night change, I am me, I am not me.