Decide Against Each Other

"I only hate two people in this world, the first is you, and the second is myself." "I've been thinking about how to give you the biggest blow, and then I thought about it, aren't you thinking about getting married? Then I will push you into the abyss at this wedding banquet, so that you will never forget this wedding for the rest of your life." "I think I did something wrong. I hurt the person I love most, but what should I do? I can't think of a way. I can only trap myself in this temple. Every time the bell rings and every sutra is recited, I feel, ah, you are getting more and more blurred in my memory. It's great." "Every part of my body has been reskinned. Do you know the pain? But I don't care. As long as I look like you, he can look at me more and love me more. Even if he dies, so what? As long as it's in his arms, I'll accept it."