The Flag Waiting for the Wind (Completed)

Why is it so difficult to say the word love? Why do you always have to wait for a relationship? It's not that I don't want to say it, but the wedding dress you are about to put on makes me shut up; I want to say, but when you fell in love with me, you also fell in love with your same-sex friend. My love is for you, my love is for you, but my body betrayed me. I don't need to bear the responsibility, but my guilt makes me push you to my friend, As long as you are happy, I don't care to continue to stay behind you silently. For his frame-up and your arrogance, I will fall into hell for you. You decided to marry my friend and he gave you back to me. I wanted to ask him why, only to realize that I no longer knew where he was. My waiting has finally come to fruition. Why is God still jealous? Is my destiny just to wait? No, I don't want to wait, I want to stay with you till the end of time.