Who Pays for Sorrow?

Hailan was very strong at the beginning. She took the dominant position in her relationship with Xie Yan. This is not difficult to see from the beginning of this article. But when she knew that there was a third party in the relationship between the two people, she became weak again. At most, she just felt helpless.  Hailan is a character I imagined. She has some shadow of me, but I am not as lucky as her, and all I meet are men who truly love her. Include words of thanks.  Although Xie Yan had hurt her and made her sad for a long time, Hai Lan even committed suicide for him, but in the end Xie Yan would find that the one he loved most was Hai Lan. It took a long time for him to go from initial certainty to uncertainty to final certainty. Hai Lan suffered for the same length of time. She tries to get new boyfriends, to whom she can be nice, but only she understands that she is only nice to them as compensation.  I have been thinking about how to portray Hailan's image vividly. She was a woman, and she was very sad after being betrayed by the man she loved. She often thought of Xie Yan, and she couldn't stop crying when she thought of him. She tried every means to hope for a better life, she made a new boyfriend just to forget about thanking her. It is not difficult to imagine that she is a deeply affectionate woman.  The article mentioned that Hai Lan originally believed in time, but in the end, she would find that time, which she believed in so much, would also deceive her. And at that time, how should she face it. I also believe in time, but I love a man, I love him so much, I know he will not be with me, but I can't control my heart, so I give everything to time. I thought that as time goes by, my feelings for him will fade away, but no, time just makes me love him more. I feel very tired, really, very tired.  As for Youran, she is very gentle and thinks of others first in everything she does. She is a typical good woman, and it is not allowed for her and Xie Yan to separate. So when she appeared in front of Xie Yan again, Xie Yan desperately wanted to be with her and take her away.  Heilan actually likes Youran very much. If there is no thank you, maybe they can become friends. Youran said, just hate me, it will make me feel much better. So Hailan slapped her and she said, I hate you, so you'd better give me happiness.  Zhiyun is a very good man, he loves Hailan, and even though he knows that Hailan loves Xie Yan, he is willing to be with her. He just wanted to take good care of her and didn't ask for anything in return. Therefore, Hai Lan said, you are the man I have met who loves me the most. It is my loss if I don't love you. I wish you well, because you are the man who loves me the most.  I originally wanted to write a happy ending. I wanted to write about lovers finally getting married, but it was difficult for me to get such an ending right. Then, my heart began to waver. I want to leave more time for myself and more time for others. As for the specific ending, if you have any good opinions, I will listen carefully.  Here, thank you all, thank you.