Rebirth of My Lame Husband

All this time, I thought my life was perfect. Holding a high position, supported by the people, trusted by the emperor, harmonious family affairs, descendants in droves. Suddenly one day I realized how stupid I was. My family was not harmonious, my descendants were not mine, I was a cuckold, and I was deaf. However, the whole world knew about it, but I was unaware of it. Ask yourself: I treated him well, but why did he abandon me like this? Finally I realized that the people who understood me had been abandoned by me long ago. He doesn't understand me and doesn't love me, but he keeps lying to me. I don't blame him for being cruel, it's just that I was really stupid. ——Lu Xingzhen