Master, Don't Come Near Me

Yun Fan has an unusual memory. She could remember that when she was just born, the midwife grabbed her calf because she refused to cry, and slapped her butt hard until she cried. She could remember that her birth was a disappointment to my dad and a pain to my mom. She could remember that her father did not want to see her and left home to work, leaving them alone as mother and daughter to live a hard life. She could remember her mother holding her and crying, then going to cook for her the next second, and then going to the fields to do farm work. She can remember that because her father didn't care, her grandparents were also very stingy towards them. Even if they are hungry or cold, it has nothing to do with them. She could remember that when her father came back from her grandfather's birthday, she ran over and called her father, and her father looked at her with disgust. Let her no longer dare to come forward and hide behind her mother. She could remember that night when their family sat together eating, drinking, talking and laughing, while she and her mother were in the kitchen eating pickles and steamed buns. She could remember the sadness that her mother felt when her father left, but her father left cruelly without leaving a trace of thought.