There Is a Sadness in My Heart

There is a sadness in my heart. Like the scab of a scar and the pain of a tearing wound. Those tissues were bloody and bloody, and it was not enough to endure the pain and pull off the scabs. Its god-like presence makes people breathless for a long time. Those pains similar to childbirth pass through layers of nerves, making you never forget them. The painful nerves keep you awake all the time, slowly torturing you, and making you disappear. I am a girl with sorrow, I am Meng Lin. Transformation from low self-esteem to optimism, from innocence to coldness, being loved cruelly, feeling cheated, becoming indifferent, and getting used to being alone. Finally, the relationship that I had worked hard for for half a year collapsed. In the "three-person dispute" with me, one person was cruel and committed suicide. I couldn't accept that Jie Chen, who had already protected me, left a lifelong shadow on me in the end. I hurt myself, was forced to live and die, and even called the police. Until she met Zihan, who made her feel at ease. Even so, the sorrow still existed in her heart. That year of college life made her suffer so much that she was not sure whether she could continue with Zihan. She could only live in the feeling she gave her... And she could only tell herself that she believed in love.