The Scheming Emperor's Unrivaled Queen

After sleeping for thousands of years, when I woke up, my memory of my past life was blank. Traveling through ten lives, I don't know what I am looking for. I only hear a voice in my heart saying to myself, you must find him! The first meeting: She was admiring the moon on the roof, and he pretended to be a flower-picking thief. They fought, and she lost! The second meeting: She disguised herself as a man and went to see the oiran in the brothel. In a rage, he beat her up in full view of everyone. She was defeated! The third meeting: He visited late at night. She pretended not to know him and tried to provoke him with words, but it made Shangguan's father panic. He had left. It was a draw! The fourth meeting The fifth meeting... These meetings made him become a candy, and he vowed to marry her as his queen and stay together for the rest of his life. But when she truly fell in love with him, he turned against her and refused to acknowledge her. He insulted her in every possible way and wrote every word that was heartbreaking, just because he hated her!