My Love Story with Eighteen Women

My name is Liu Jun. I am 30 years old. I went from elementary school to college without a diploma, but I still went to college. From school to work, I didn't save a penny, but I still lived a comfortable and comfortable life. From working to unemployment, I didn't have more than half a year, but I also worked as a white-collar worker. ; From writing poetry to writing novels, I have never published a single article, but I also used it under the guise of engaging in literature; from the capital to the Special Administrative Region, I did not stay for a year, but also traveled all over the country; from falling in love to getting married, it never lasted more than a year, but it can be regarded as entering the tomb of marriage... In the process of growing up, a person will always encounter some stumbling blocks. We can't just stop getting up after falling. That would be too spineless to live. Of course, I have to bravely tell myself that I will get up wherever I fall, just as Liu Huan sang, "The worst case scenario is to start all over again." Sometimes I think about it, since the beginning of mankind, there has never been such a thing as love. It is just that in the process of creation and invention, mankind has transformed the instinctive heterosexual union, continuation of life, and emotional fusion between men and women into love, and this is how the word was born. In fact, the reason is very simple. Just as Mr. Lu Xun said, there is no road in this world. When more people walk, there will be a road. So is love? The love between men and women is the desire and instinct of human beings, and it is also the basis for reproduction. As for the so-called love, it is just a rule set by a noble spirit that humans endow with this instinctive desire. As for marriage, if you say it is the tomb of love, it is the tomb of love. If you say it is the paradise of love, it is the paradise of love. Whether it is a tomb or a paradise, we have to go there, right? When we come to this world, we always have to walk a lot of roads, and we also have to love the people we love. Who do I love and who loves me? Is it wrong? Nothing wrong! Only when we have loved silently can we understand. Over the years, I have experienced so much, from first love to marriage. In my life of more than ten years, there have been eighteen women that I will never forget. Looking back on the road I have traveled, the people I have loved and the things that have happened over the years, I can only remember my lost love in this way.