Love, drifting with the wind
Preface
I have always wanted to write another novel to commemorate the years he lost. I don't know how long it has been since I last saw him, but when I saw a figure dragging a dark blue suitcase, walking alone under the shade of a tree, I thought of him and wanted to write something for him.
I remember that every time we met, he would always talk about his ups and downs in a very calm way. In fact, only the person involved would understand the ups and downs. His story is somewhat legendary. He has been working hard since he was thirteen or fourteen years old. More than twenty years have passed, and now he is still alone, wandering in the corners of various cities, like a fallen leaf that moves with the wind, but he has been pursuing his attachment to the land. But what is different from the fallen leaf is that he does not seem to have the moment of landing.
His story has always deeply affected me. Maybe I was shocked by the unwavering love in this story, maybe I was moved by the protagonist's persistent pursuit of career, or maybe I saw the familiar and sad shadow of Luo Tuo Xiangzi in them, so I decided to calm down and write something.
He is a person who has wandered in various cities for nearly half of his life through personal struggle. I don't know how much hidden pain and unforgettable friendship he has in his heart. But behind his story, we can see the bitterness and pain involved. On average, he changes his life and work in another city every nearly a year. As a person who likes a stable life, it is undoubtedly a huge physical and mental torture. When I asked him, why do you always like to wander like this? He shrugged helplessly and said, no one likes to wander. I have no choice but to move around due to livelihood. I also want to stay in one place and enjoy family happiness. When I see those families of three living happily together, I wonder if my poor child is lying in front of the window, looking forward to my return for a long time. However, I already like and get used to this kind of life. I can't go back, so I can only move forward without hesitation.
Yes, no one likes to wander around like the wind, flow with the water like duckweed, and look for their own place like a dandelion. He was like a small boat sailing on the boundless sea, sailing against the wind. On the way, it also broke down. His materialistic ex-wife left resolutely because he could not bear such an unstable life. When he looked at the innocent and tearful eyes of his child, his heart was broken. The scene of parting appeared in his dreams countless times. He loved his child, but he could not give her happiness. Because he has to have his own pursuits, and he has to wander around for life, work, and love.
While wandering around, he met another woman whom he cherished - a girl who was very firm in love and twelve years younger than him. So they began a love affair that lasted for several years. They got together and separated. When they got together again, she was already pregnant with Liujia, and he...