I Am the First Love of Those Three Men

The encounters in this world are probably the fate of the past life. These three men in my life are so destined to me, and we have been entangled with them for more than 20 years... Afeng was my first love. I was only 15 years old at the time and he was 17. It was a pure and young relationship. We started so hard and ended so hastily. "Remember, if one day you regret it and want to look back, no matter if I am alone or I am someone else's boyfriend or husband, as long as you run towards me, I will wait for you with open arms regardless of anything." Without blame or vicious words, he actually gave me such a promise when we broke up. Then he really did it. We met many times in college and in the business world, but we were never meant to be together. I really want to ask God, what is the fate of him and me? Ah Bing plunged me hopelessly into another torrid love affair. However, the man who made me immersed in the sweetness of love again and again also brought me into the abyss of pain again and again. His tit-for-tat personality caused me and him to break up and get back together several times. When we finally broke up, we agreed to meet again in 10 years. Whether we were lovers, confidants, or friends, we refused to forget each other and couldn't bear to become strangers from now on. How many foolish couples would go for an innocent promise made in their youth? We are such fools, and we have made a covenant to meet once a year. How long will this relationship, which is farther than a lover and closer than a friend, last? Heng Yi is the man destined for me on the Three Life Stone. My heart is scarred, my heart is floating, he is like a star, always keeping me unable to deviate from the track; like drops of water piercing a stone, Hengyi has invaded my life little by little, and I have become accustomed to his existence. He is a man like water, seemingly ordinary, but he cannot leave me for a day; he can merge hundreds of rivers into the sea and accommodate all my past. All fairy tales end with the princess and the prince getting married, but in reality we have to go through a long marriage. When the passion gradually subsides and the ex-temporaries appear again and again, how should the ending be staged?