In Forgetting

When I was very young, I heard stories told to me, including innocent fairy tales, martial arts novels, colorful romances, ghosts and strange stories, etc. What I say is nothing more than saying that I listened to many stories when I was very young. But this does not mean that I can remember a lot or that I can tell a lot of stories. In fact, on the contrary, the stories I tell are terrible. So often the only audience for the stories I tell is me. But I like it very much, it feels a bit narcissistic. After I went to college, I told myself another story. It was a messy story, and I told it for a year, from the second half of the freshman year until now. The original version of the story was changed again and again due to time constraints. In the end, when I decided to finish telling the story, I ended it in a hurry. It was really hasty, because my decision to end the story was a bit too sudden. What I told before was also very loose, like what a person does when he wakes up after eating and has nothing to do. After saying a few sentences, I didn't want to talk anymore, so I lay down to rest, which is to say relatively speaking. In fact, I am also really lazy. Perhaps it is destined that the stories of lazy people are as lazy as other people, so I would rather call it a story rather than a novel. In addition, I also felt that in such an era where love comes and goes quickly, it is really inappropriate to tell such a story, but I told it anyway. There is reason for its existence. So I insisted and finished. Maybe you should scold my grandson, saying that I will try my best to be good, but I just put everything I want to say up front, and it also shows that I am not a hidden dragon in a tiger's den, I just act like a fool. I don't know how to do anything. Celebrities and other things seem to have no connection with me. Because I said above that I can't tell my story well, and I'm still very restless, and the same goes for storytelling. I don't just tell one person's story, I also tell more or less other people's stories. Moreover, that person's story could have been told in a few words, but I spoke many, many words as if talking about a person's privacy, and hid the story. I'll stop here. If you want to read the story, you're welcome. If you don't want to, there's nothing wrong with it. Whether you call me trash or a rookie after watching it, that's none of my business.