That Year, Gardenias Bloomed

When Gu Zifan left, I told myself that I could still live a wonderful life alone. When Gu Zifan appeared in front of me holding Xu Panpan's hand, I said that I would never trust a man in my fucking life. When Lin Qingchen slowly walked home with me on his back, I lay on his shoulder and cried uncontrollably. When Lin Qingchen said: I'm sorry to Xie Xiaoyao, I decided to walk alone in the future. I hid in the house and got drunk. When Di Yong held the ring: Xie Xiaoyao, please marry me! ! I burst into tears. I thought I had forgotten Lin Qingchen, his good qualities, his bad qualities, his arrogance, and his belittlement, just as neatly as I had forgotten Gu Zifan, but I was wrong. Some love has penetrated deep into the bone marrow inadvertently. If I want to forget it, I can only heal it by scraping the bones. But I can't muster the courage, so I can only let it spread throughout my body.