What Can I Do If I Love You Against My Love?

I say that I don't love you and don't care about you. . . . . . . But, what can I do if I love you? ? ? ? ? ? ? Would the outcome have been different? Will reality change? Jie Yu, how can you be so cruel and can't be together? Why do you still want me to love you? ? ? The so-called childhood sweethearts, but. . . . . . . We promised we would never leave, but we didn't. . . . . . . Many years later, a yellowed letter came from everyone. . . The gears of fate are turning again, what will be the outcome? "Ming Yu, why do you prefer Sha Manhua?" "Because... Because of Shamanhua, the devil's tenderness, it blooms for a thousand years and falls for a thousand years. The flowers and leaves will never meet each other. Love is not cause and effect, fate is destined to life and death. Born in summer, blooming in autumn, crying for love, blood-stained in the netherworld, you can't see it, but still so enchanting... It represents the love that can never be obtained..." An ordinary girl's private love diary...