Hiding in the Clouds, Secretly Thinking About You

Destiny always plays a playful role in controlling our lives. Some people don't know how to cherish, and they will inevitably be lonely in the end. Some people can't learn how to give up, and they always have a wry smile to accompany them throughout their lives. Maybe, smile is really just an expression and has nothing to do with happiness. A raised corner of the mouth or a slight tug only shows that one is still alive. Whether the smile in the eyes belongs to yourself in the eyes of others or is just to create the illusion of "I am fine" in front of others, I am afraid that even the person who is smiling is not clear. I once read something about facial expressions in a book. It probably means that smiling is inevitable in life. No matter what your personality is, how old you are, or your mood, there will still be a smile on the corner of your mouth. When I was a child, I was quite playful, almost to the point where I would do anything that interested me. My mother often calls me a tomboy, not only because I always have short hair but also because I behave like a boy, which makes my family very uncomfortable. As I grow up slowly, I have changed a lot. My hair has grown past my shoulders, and my person has become much gentler... It seems that everything comes so naturally, and I have completed a transformation of my life - Perfect 1. The amazing thing is that I don't like to talk anymore? Except for the necessary speaking language, I have become extinct. I even wanted to omit the necessary opening. Until his appearance, like the waiting in the dark night, led me towards the light. One day he asked me, what would you choose between liking or being liked? I told him that I would choose to be liked. Most people will choose the former because people are chasing after this life and should choose what they love. But - among so many dream chasers, how many of them actually realize their dreams? I don't know, and I don't want to know. I said, because I am so tired because I like it, and I am so lazy. I gave up the right to like just to wait for the person who will love me forever to appear. I will try to love...