One Kind of Lovesickness, Two Kinds of Leisurely Sorrow

Dear friends who like sadistic stories, please pay attention. Xiaobei and I have started writing novels. I have been reading sadistic stories for three years in high school, so I want to write sadistic stories that can still torture everyone and myself. This novel is a story about a woman chasing a man. It is based on real life, from unrequited love in junior high school, to longing in high school, to bright love in college, and a series of stories after work... I sincerely hope that everyone can hope that it will officially enter the stage of abuse in chapter 40. It turns out that liking someone can slowly turn into a habit. It's as if Xu Zitong is Jiang Xiaobei's habit that he can't quit or forget. So, this terrible habit has always been with me. Jiang Xiaobei must have tried everything to love this man, the man who taught her to grow, brought her harm, and always left her behind. Jiang Xiaobei said: "Xu Zitong, my love for you has something to do with love and nothing to do with you." Xu Zitong replied: "I have never seen such a shameless person like you. I will never like you even in my next life." Jiang Xiaobei smiled: "I don't want the next life, I want this life. I will wait for you. I just want you to feel guilty for me, so guilty that only you can repay me." …. Xu Zitong: "Jiang Xiaobei, you are so hateful, why don't you insist on it? Why is the energy you used to stalk me disappear?" Jiang Xiaobei: "People always have to grow up. I am no longer old. I can't always do stupid things. Even without you, I have to learn to live well." Xu Zitong: "You provoked me first, how could you leave me alone and walk away?" Jiang Xiaobei: "Have you forgotten? You said before that you can't give me happiness, and you won't be happy without me." Chasing him was the marathon of her life. She has been running this marathon for ten years and still cannot see the finish line. Xu Zitong, can you stop being so nice and lie to her, so that she can continue to be her fool and continue to weave her dreams. He is her sunshine and brings her the only warmth. She is not bad, she just wants to hold on to this ray of warmth. But why was the sun so dazzling that it made her want to cry. ...