Actually You Don't Know

Do you know what it feels like to carry your own father's flesh and blood? At that moment, I actually felt funny. Should this child call me mother? Or sister? The moment before I fell into coma, I felt extremely relaxed. I could finally stay away from this noisy city and this dirty sin. I didn't even want to think about whether the child was dead or alive. I just felt an unprecedented tranquility. I was 17 years old that year!