Reminiscences

Memories are so stupid, willing to do anything for the person you like, even if it is scarred; Bitterness is so painful. A cup of such bitter tea, no matter how many sugars are added, will not have a hint of sweetness; Leaving is so free and unrestrained, just because I want to leave the cage of love, because I am really too tired... Have you ever tried to insist on waiting for the person you like, even if he or she is in the distant heaven, you are not willing to give up waiting; Have you ever told lies one after another for the person you like, just to keep the other person by your side for a moment longer? Have you ever tried to be unable to make a choice for the person you like, and fall into endless pain, just because you are afraid of hurting the other person? Have you ever tried to bear to hurt another person for the person you like, just to hold on to the love in your heart? Have you ever tried to choose a incomplete love for the person you like, just to leave traces of him or her in your memory? Have you ever tried to live by hatred for the person you like, just to avenge the feeling of being abandoned by the other person? Have you ever tried to be willing to give everything for the person you like, even if the other person treats you as just a pawn? … In those days, did you try to do these things, did you sacrifice for the person you liked, and whether you were the other person's toy? I hope this novel can be remembered by you.