Island Lovers

It feels like I'm in a dream, but you in the dream are so real. I haven't relied on someone like this for a long time. I'm afraid that when I wake up, I won't be able to adapt. I'll pretend that I don't depend on you, pretend that I don't miss you, and prevent you from discovering all the pretense. I was afraid that the pain after waking up would make me unable to breathe or let go for a long time. I didn't dare to be too involved or take it seriously. But I still can't lie to myself, I'm used to the warmth coming from your palms. You said you had discovered my pretense and could read my thoughts from my eyes. .... What to do? I started to panic.... Shen Xin'er looked through the mood diary she wrote a few years ago, closed her eyes, and the past scenes appeared in her mind, as if they were yesterday, so clear, thinking of him, tears fell down, she was still so loved and so painful. What kind of story does she have? Will he see her again? Xia Zaixin, are you okay?