Love Needs Reason

I think: If a good woman falls in love with the wrong person, she is destined to have a hard time saving the happy life she should have had. And a woman who is willful but ignorant will also live a happy life because she loves someone. I don't know if a woman like me is a good woman, or a willful, ignorant woman, and I don't know how I should choose this ending. Maybe it's just that I wasn't mature enough to trust him from the beginning to now, but is he still willing to trust me now? He said that love will gradually fade, so if I choose "him", won't I also get dullness? He has devoted so much to me. If we are together in the future, what can I give him? It was a monotonous way to entertain myself, so I decided not to write this part after I finished it. I felt that the article seemed stingy, because I don't have much experience. I hope I have the time and the opportunity to write a more atmospheric one in the future.