Self-Inflicted

Who among us is the one who brought it upon himself? You fall in love with me, but you are destined to lose to my unstable heart I fell in love with you, but I never had the courage to hold on until the end It's just that we were all too young back then Learn not to keep the promise of love Yes, I regret it. I regret not sticking to it. I regret having another her by your side. So I'm back, I want to atone for my sins, even if I become a bad woman again ——Gu Pingshan You always like to ask me how much I love you, but I always just smile and hug you tightly. Is it because my silence makes you unsure? My baby, I never thought about calculating how much I love you, I just instinctively love you as naturally as breathing. My self-righteous attempt to smooth away the sadness in your eyes turned out to be only increasing my own helplessness. I should hate you, hate your determination, hate you for leaving and coming back, but now I just think cowardly: just come back. ——Li Jieru A young couple who loved each other but didn't know how to stay together finally learned to love through bumping into each other. Lovers who are too young are always unable to bear the grievances and cannot learn to adapt. When they want to say sorry, they never have the chance. The days we missed were the punishment for our youth and ignorance. Now we have grown up and learned how to love. Fortunately, you are still waiting for me. Our world may have become crowded and no longer simple, but my dear, you never need to panic or compare. Even if you are arrogant, selfish, and cowardly, I will always love you. Gu Pingshan has a feeling in her heart that she will always atone for. She cannot be happy selfishly, let alone say the words "wait for me" selfishly, so right, my dear, the days of leaving make you sad.