Not Clear About My Heart

The highest to the bright sun and the moon, the closest relatives to the distant husband and wife. I am your dearest princess and your most distant wife. I tried my best to struggle in love, but you smiled and watched me drown in it. I thought I had taken all the happiness in this world, but your cruelty broke my heart into pieces. When I am dying of love, I just want to ask you, "Xiao Mingfei, did you ever have a heart?"