Perverse Life

This is a story about a man with multiple personalities, living a real life in a chaotic situation, trying to adjust his mental state and then recovering. The girl Susu was born in a small southern town, and her story begins on the day she was born. There should be no doubt that people have the instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. Therefore, we are often taught: "A gentleman is known as righteousness, and a villain is known as benefit." Generally speaking, it is quite difficult to become a gentleman. And was told to be brave and face the cruel reality bravely. For adults, this also requires a lot of courage. For children, it may be impossible to build the courage to face cruelty from within the family. What they can rely on is no dogma, no belief, but only the instinct of survival. The two instincts met, and the survival instinct was more basic and took over. As a result, they create "others" to bear those pressures on their behalf and protect themselves from harm. Forgetting may be difficult sometimes, but it is the only solution after all. So, a person is divided. The "others" created by Su Su are those fantasy "figures" who often appear in her dreams and hallucinations, living in a space that does not seem to exist but actually exists, helping her cope with difficulties and escape from the harsh reality... The split of personality comes from the split of the heart. A broken heart is like a broken mirror. Healing spiritual trauma is like trying to make a broken mirror whole. A broken mirror can be reunited with a special adhesive, and the adhesive of the soul is an excellent psychotherapist. A broken mirror that has been reunited will still have old marks, and the same is true for a restored soul. In order to reunite the broken soul, we must face the trauma bravely and take all positive actions to abandon the trauma. Only by facing it bravely can we return to normal.