Jinshuxuan
youth waltz
When youth is burning, I begin to miss those days related to youth. In those years, there was some happiness, some sadness, some tears, and some bitterness.
That was a special summer, and perhaps the turning point in my life began at that time.
In the summer when I was eighteen years old, I quietly hid my thoughts and experienced growth alone. I had to admit that I was lonely, and I also had to admit that I was cowardly, but I still put away my tears because our paths were destined not to intersect.
"Xianyu, let's go!" Dad turned around and told me that my luggage was packed. I turned into the car, turned to look out the window, and left my tears in that familiar place.
That year I was admitted to a key university, and I left home to study with the so-called glory. Jiangyi University was the dream of many people! We once promised under the moon that we would hold hands and enter that dream place, but why am I the only one traveling here now?
"Can you do me a favor?"
"What?" I was brought back to reality by this voice.
"Bring the book in for me, please?"
"Oh!" I handed the book to her, and then I saw her face. She was a very beautiful girl. As a girl, I was a little jealous. "What's your name?" I asked her in a low voice, as if she was a glass doll, and I had to try my best to protect her.
"Qingqing, Yu Qingqing, where are you?" She said with a gentle voice.
"My name is Liu Xianyu"
"Xianyu? Your name is very nice!"
"Oh! Not bad! Haha!"
She was my first friend in this strange city. Since then, she has become my roommate and my deskmate. My college life has begun. Goodbye, Zhang Xin! Goodbye, Cheng Hai! I will let you stay in my mind forever, stay in the deepest part of my memory.
Reality tells me that dreams will only stop at the front, and I need to keep running and chasing. Between the gap between dreams and reality, I built a spiritual castle. I huddled in it with low self-esteem, enjoying the lonely sky, as if it was already my world, the paradise where I live.
I lived an ordinary life there, I didn't want to open up my heart, I couldn't, my heart was full of weeds, hiding pieces of sadness. I disguised myself with silence, my hypocritical stubbornness. But why are accidents always written so beautifully? Just when I had given up, hope came quietly.
"Everyone, be quiet. Our class has a new classmate today, Lin Feng." The head teacher's face turned into a flower with a smile, which was still the ugliest kind. I raised my head, and his eyes just glanced at my face. At that moment, my heart was deeply hurt. That face was so familiar, but the eyes were so unfamiliar. I lowered my head and closed my eyes to stop the tears from falling.
"Hello everyone, my name is Lin Feng..." I didn't hear what he said, but I suddenly felt very cold. I couldn't help but hug my shoulders and embrace my sadness.
I don't know when the wind on the rooftop became so cold. It's obviously still October. My long hair is dancing wildly in the wind, just like my messy thoughts.