Fierce Relationship

I want to get out of the area you control, but I get closer to the battle situation arranged by you, I have no strong defenses and no escape route. I wanted to escape the trap you set, but I fell into another dilemma. I don't have the courage to decide whether to win or lose, and I don't have the luck to escape. I'm like a chess piece. It's up to you to decide whether to advance or retreat. I am not the only general in your eyes, but I am an inconspicuous soldier. I'm like a chess piece, I can't come or go by myself. You never hesitated, but I was in your hands I want to get out of the area you control, but I approach the battle situation arranged by you. I have no strong defense and no way to retreat.