Who Knows

He said: The bustle in the world is all for benefit; the hustle and bustle in the world is all for benefit! This is reality. Just accept this reality. He said: After all, I can't rest assured in this world. He said: Who am I? I am a person who should not exist in the first place. He said: The past is in the past, so what's the point of talking about it. He said: What should I do, what can I do, what else can I do. Everything seems to be planned by me, but everything does not develop completely in the direction I planned. What can I do? He said: In this troubled world, let the chaos continue. He said: Everything in this world, except life and death, is a trivial matter. If the motivation that kept me going so far was hatred and burden, then the motivation that keeps me alive in the future is you! ———————————————————————————————— Later, she said: I thought I knew him, but I only knew him through word of mouth. I thought I understood him, but I only understood his surface, and I didn't know anything about what he didn't show. I thought I would leave him, but I was easily pulled back by easy words. It turned out that before I knew it, I was like feet in a quagmire, sinking deep and unable to extricate myself. So be it, who would have thought that I was the one who shouldn't exist in the first place. ———————————————————————————————— Later generations occasionally found a small prick under the willow tree on the embankment of the lake. The following is written: "In the first year of Taining, we met. I don't know if it was a chance encounter or a premeditated meeting, but it happened so naturally, just like fate. At first, you were not a living creature in my eyes. At first, I was not the one you loved. Disputes, civil strife, dynasty changes, and rebellions came one after another. I thought we would be together. I have been running around like this all my life, but you suddenly met with death. Only then did I realize how much you had hidden from me, and how difficult it was for you to live. May the Buddha bless you, and I will shorten my life in exchange for staying together for a few years, Ya.