Time Spent

When I met you, you were dressed in white as snow, with the appearance of an immortal, with deep and clear eyes, lips as blooming as lotuses, the spring breeze on a sunny day, the fragrance of flowers and the chirping of birds, everything could not be better than your smile! Just one look is destined to a lifetime of obsession... Three years later, when I see you again, you are the King of Beiling whom my master ordered me to assassinate at all costs! For you, I abandoned my master's school and set foot on the imperial land of the capital of the Central Plains, accompanying you on the road to royal hegemony. "I have already married a wife. Would you like to be my concubine?" I thought that as long as you liked me, that would be enough, but it turned out that nothing could compare to your high position and great power. I went through thousands of mountains and rivers just for you, but in the end you gave up all my martial arts skills for your real wife, allowing others to humiliate me, leaving my body broken... I swear to God, I will not avenge this, I swear I will not be a human being! Seven years later, you are the powerful regent and the emperor's younger brother, and I am the emperor's most beloved concubine. You said... "So what if the emperor's woman is there? There is nothing in this world that I can't get!" "If I can't get you, I'll use your husband's throne as compensation!" You are the omnipotent King Beiling in the hearts of people in the world, with the appearance of an immortal, the heart of benevolence and righteousness, and the talent of a virtuous man. And I am known to everyone in the world as a temptress who has brought disaster to the country. I am alluring and charming in every possible way, but I am a snake-hearted, savage and poisonous woman who kills loyal people. Finally, I was tied to the guillotine, and I saw you standing in front of the high and high judging platform from a distance, calmly saying "Behead"! At that moment, I knew that my heart was dead... I can choose the beginning, but I have no choice but to end. It turns out that loving you is like this.