I Gave You My Lovesickness by Mistake

[Classic Literature] Popular today, classic tomorrow QingyuProduced by the editor This is a story disguised as bright but actually sad. Best friends say that love is nothing more than a love affair between you and me, and those who are willing take the bait. But I say love is a mutual torture that lasts until death. When I was nineteen years old, I encountered two love affairs in my life. One is to be loved, the other is to love. He, the third son of a large financial group, seems cold and frosty, but in fact he is like a fire in his heart, gentle and devoted. He said: "Long live Hua, I am willing to wait, even if I spend my whole life, I will not regret it, but you are so cruel, looking at the back and unwilling to look back. As long as you look back, you will see me waiting behind you. You said that I am indifferent, but in fact the most indifferent person is you. You deny all possibilities and live alone in your memories." He, the mayor's son, seems to be brilliant, but in fact he is dark and fragile inside. He said: "Long live Hua, everything is just a conspiracy carefully designed by me. I don't love you, I just regard you as a possession. I hate Shen Luo, so I will grab anything he wants. Including you, you are just an insignificant piece on my chessboard. I will not mess up my entire chessboard because of you." He lied and made a panic that could never be solved. I just want to have a simple love, but I don't want love to be so painful. Fortunately, God opened a window for me, and I escaped overnight with my passport in hand. Seven years later, we met again. He had his charming fiancée by his side, and I had my infatuated lover by my side. I thought we would never have any more entanglements. I would live my life as mediocre and he would live his life as wonderful. But I don't want fate to let me go. On one side are those who are deeply buried in my heart, and on the other are those who are waiting infatuatedly. Who should I give my lovesickness to?