I Am a Nun. Who Should I Be Afraid Of?

In order to be with Ximen Shangguan, I listened to Shang Zhongli's sweet words and walked out of Buddhism resolutely! But what it got in exchange was a period of indelible pain. I know why Shang Zhongli wants me to grow my hair and return to secular life, because he loves me, but I only love Ximen! When Ximen was ruthless to me, when I was unable to face the decay of society, Xia Liu's appearance gave me hope! In order to gain a foothold in society, I have to seize this hope! But behind the hope is an ugly lie! In order to break free from his shackles, I had to ask for help from my former love rival Shangguan Qian! I thought she was helping me out of kindness, but I didn't expect that she was using me to please Shang Zhongli! In order to retaliate against her selfishness, I decided to destroy her relationship with Shang Zhongli at all costs! But when Ximen went to accuse me of being unkind to Shangguan Qian, I knew that he was in love with Guan Qian! So what should I do? Where should I go from here? No matter what, I still want to say, I am a nun, who should I be afraid of! "Ask for collection" "Ask for recommendation"