Are you tired?
You feel like you suddenly don't want to work hard, right? Then you will feel entangled in your heart and feel guilty... But psychology is always higher than action. Even though the oaths were shouted loudly in his heart, his actions were still calm. Life is still like stagnant water. I still live like that every day, spending my life in self-blame. Knowing clearly that it is decadence and malaise... Well, even if it is all right, it is still decadent and malaise. (Haha) It's all right, I understand, but I don't want to accept it. I was struggling with myself, and there was smoke and turmoil in my heart. I felt like two swords were fighting on an unknown battlefield. I'm sorry, I don't want the war to end, just like that, no defeat, no victory. On the surface, he continues to live like a dead fish. Just carry on. Not good! So, the war continues...
Do you remember all this? Those high school lives, those bits and pieces that are known as gray areas, those repressed pains that are never easily spoken to outsiders but surge like an ocean when the dam bursts, those idle moans that others say are pretentious, those feelings that we experience personally all the time...
There is also the simple and bright smile at that time, because small things can bring happiness and satisfaction, because simplicity can only have joyful expressions...
It will pass, because after all, we are growing upward. We are the kind of people born in the 1990s - if we can't be beaten to death, I will stand up!
...
I don't want to use "walk through", that would be too ordinary. But life is really ordinary and bloody. It doesn't matter, just fly over! Because in the end we all grew up and transformed unstoppably, flew past high school, passed senior year, and flew to our own sky...
Then it will...
